
Hosted by Cecily and Rachael
Yes, this year has been pretty tough.
I've attended 2 funerals for people with school-aged children. And was unable to attend 2 others. And found out another co-worker, with a young child has Stage 4 cancer.
My husband became crippled with pain (literally) and has been given zero prognosis for any recovery beyond "pain management".
I went from wife, worker, and mother, to caregiver, wife, worker, mother. As if the first three weren't time consuming enough! And our family relationships went through crises as we re-adjusted our roles.
We sold a mini van for almost nothing. Bought a wheelchair. Cursed ourselves for getting rid of the van.
But you know, I have it good. Really, really good. I am healthy. My children are healthy. My marriage is stronger than it has been in quite a while. I have a great job and insurance. We have friends. We have a church community. We have a warm home.
And, as my daughter oft reminds me at the top of her little lungs (often at 10pm)...
DOWN IN MY HEART!
WHERE?
DOWN IN MY HEART!
WHERE?
DOWN IN MY HEART TO STAY!
The sound of my husband laughing (instead of moaning).
Diet Coke with warm chocolate cookies (or cookie dough).

An unexpected hug from a student.
An amazing score at a garage sale or a coupon-tastic deal day.
My kids hysterically shrieking from some quirky game.

And a warm spring day with nothing to do but play!
Join in on Barking Mad's Crazy Christmas Giveaway. Because we all need to remember that joy in our hearts.



































